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Afternoon thoughts

Here's how I feel when most people turn off their eyes after five minutes of my luck theory lecture, though I can't even finish of the introductions. Every day like a big zoo around :) but it's all right, better than you think.   If others feel the same about me, it is all uber :)

Thoughts

These thoughts are for everyone and none of you. See the world with my eyes. They are for my parents, the curators who have left me on this bare rock we live on. They are for everyone I have met. For every person, I have ever loved - those who loved me, my best friends and enemies. They were affected by each person I had sex with - and with each person, I wanted to. Missed hopes and opportunities. They are equally important to those who continue to listen - those who helped me and those who didn't. For those, I struggled with and not. I couldn't be here without you. To those who were my lighthouse when I lost my light to those who appeared as the light and became my eyes. They are mostly for a person who has formed my life more than anyone else. For a person who made me stronger than anyone else, for a person who made me beautiful both inside and outside. They are for me

Information Accessibility Overdose

I think I am exhausted because I often stumble and I am just frustrated by others and I have long forgotten about quiet sleep. Frequent frequency and the current time.  And my fatigue is chronical, and is probably incurable, leaving me in the environment where I am today. The fact is that so many things I don't know and so much I can't do. But I'm so tired and in my head sounds Gregorian chanting, while all the knowledge and all the information just rub around and sleeps on the mat, begging for a long-term residence permit in my brain. And where is the need to remind the world that I exist here? Even writing this blog is worthless. My buddy hinted that it was difficult for him to talk in real life because if Google is unreachable it feels unsafe. I have noticed that I do not even try to memorize anything, because I can get everything by fingers allowing me to write down the keyboard maze, and in the worst case, just check the history of the web browser. From all ...