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When is enough?

How much is too much? When is it enough? What is it that I am looking for to make me happy?

Sometimes life seems to me to consist of disasters that I get into.

I finally got used to the lines of my body. And I realized that I couldn't gain weight unless I was building muscle, which is usually a waste of time - which must be endless. I can eat pizza every day, stuff McDonalds food in my mouth and my body won’t change from that.

I finally don’t envy other guys who are taller, have white teeth, have ideal guys, have perfect hair, earn more, travel more. Has a dog - a house, in general, has everything I once wanted, thinking it will make me happy.

Maybe jealousy was an obstacle to be happy, have you ever thought about it?

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